One Wish

And to think I was once important,
Oh how important! How important could I ever be!
No don't even try
And to be honest
You were just another one
Because I'm trapped in two holes.
One of them is secure, but will cost me a lot.
The other is falling apart but costs me nothing.
Who will save me?
Who?
Is it you?
Will I be eroded into the night?
It hurts.
I can feel you. But you are with someone else.
You are the right choice.
The only thing with enough truth to be real.
But you are trapped also. Trapped in a million black holes
I'm trying to pull you out,
But you slip away so much.
Oh honey,
I'll wait.
Is there anything else I can do?
The skies cry when they see me.
Broken, burned, and ripped apart.
In fact,
I'm like the clouds.
They belong to nowhere.
But never leave the sky.
I'm running around in circles.
And only you can pull me out.
SAVE ME.
I was wrong to never have chased after you.
Foolish me,
Lost in my memories I fall apart as I see all the opportunities I had.
It's like I was wrong all my life.
I want to erase it all.
Start over and have you by my side.
Yes, I was wrong. Now I can't be happy anymore.
Even the sounds tell me that I was foolish to have left you.
I only ask you,
Why?
Now tell me,
If I had been the only one
Would you have loved me?
Kissed me?
Hugged me?
Made me happy?
Never betrayed me?
Yes?
I know,
I'm dreaming.
But that's what I do to feel alive.
Don't you want to go back to the past?
Do it all again?
Say it all again?
Live it all again?
Do different choices?
And heal wounds before they were made?
Do you believe me when I say
That I would have loved you with my own life?
Oh, I should stop dreaming now.
Wake up you stupid girl.
Should I?
When I look at the moon I see all the past, done with only me and you.
The wonders. The magic. The love. The blood.
I know it's impossible now.
I know, but can we just pretend we are together and happy?
Because, in secret I wish for a world where you would be mine and I would be yours.
Just go your way,
I'll go away.
Stop dreaming,
Live in reality.
But I'm losing my mind.
And letting my heart unwind.
I'm so blind, I'm losing control.
How can you be so you.
I wish... Oh I wish...