I hate you

I hate you
Always did,
Always will.
You make a thoughtless gun
You make me smile.
But most of all,
You make me cry.

You don’t understand
The meaning of being happy
And you take it away
From all the other beings you know.

Why can’t you see?
That you are poisoning me.
Every day I cry,
For freedom of mind
And when you don’t care
And slip away from me
I fell the need
For more poison
Because I’m addicted
Treat me like the child I am.

Only wish you have it all,
And lose everything.