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domingo, 19 de outubro de 2008

A letter to myself

So how have you been doing?

The last time you sent me a letter it was covered with a red liquid.

Maybe you tried to color the letter and didn’t quite work.

Well it smelled like metal. I didn’t know they made ink with the smell of metal.

I seemed like blood, but I’m sure I know you well enough to know you didn’t do anything stupid.

Well, I’ve been doing all right. It’s been 2 years since you didn’t write me back.

You seemed quite depressed and with some weird ideas. I don’t quite understand. But I’ll try to understand.

You said people despised you? I don’t believe that. Everyone that knows you likes you! So don’t really think about that.

You said people didn’t accept you? Well I do! I know you. So ignore it.

You said I don’t know anything because I’m normal? I may be normal. But inside I’m so not normal. And you know that. It’s not my fault that society is all wrong. I myself hate this society. I think we would be better off dead. But if we die, who will point out the rights and wrongs of society?

You know what? I don’t love you. In fact I hate you. But I love you at the same time. Because you are now a part of me. So I am happy I didn’t lose you.

A part of me believes it was not blood on that letter.

I believe you are stronger than that.

Your dear friend:
Ume

sábado, 11 de outubro de 2008

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Não vejo,
Não consigo abrir os olhos.
É dificil,
Não gosto da realidade.
Embora a conheça e aceite.

Mas eu tenho sonhos,
E pesadelos.
Alimento-me das esperanças,
E sobrevivo.

A vida não pode ser só isto,
Não pode.

Ah, o que é que interesa?
Tenho sonhos.
Tenhos.
E realizalos, so quando eu for livre.

Abre as asas e voa para longe. Mas fica comigo.